I’ve been in an odd time of my life to be honest. New job is so not me. I’m feeling zero passion.
I feel this beautiful thoughts come through so fleetingly each day and feel on the verge of tears or a mental breakdown frequently.
I am on medication again and it’s helping but at certain points it makes me blindingly impassioned in a way that doesn’t make sense.
I keep thinking about beauty and what it means and how much the world has gotten glossed over with some filter that didn’t exist before. That’s why I claimed 2026 already as a resurgence of millennial optimism.
I also feel about 25 years old this year so I guess that’s why I’m so confused. do you think your mental age can be stagnated in a healthy way? After an abusive relationship I am back to who u should be at 25 but is it real? I just read 32 is when your brain exists true adolescence but I’m 33 and I don’t feel grown up.
I think this week I’m going to write my nextgen Girls show since my friends are largely out of town. I’m excited to buckle down I do think I am the voice of a generation I hope being 33 isn’t too old to be that. But like I said I’m 25.